YACK THAT

Its one of those mornings when i awake and i feel like sharing a tonne of information (underlying meaning: problems) with the man of my life. unfortunately, im not really one who shares much about myself (minus all that jazz about my love life and etc) i yack off when i feel like it and only to people who i feel like it. and i seldom yack out until the whole problem is over. people who are close to me would know how im like.

But this morning went pretty well. i almost yacked off to my toilet bowl. haha. i very much wanted to drop him an sms and yack off to him but i figured i'd jus get no replies and it prolly wont matter much to him. i jus feel that if ever ure really bugged or u need some comfort, u jus have to ask me cuz u know im always gonna be here for u. but if other girls can give u the comfort that ure looking for, then im fine too. too bad for me, i know myself well enough to know that no one else other than u gives me the comfort that im looking for. afterall, u were my bestest friend. we bitched tog, made snide remarks about others tog, had fun tog. we had that i-look-into-ur-eye-and-i-know-what-ure-thinking connection.

Ahh, i hate being bugged down by issues. stresses me out that i have to think of the solution that pleases everyone. thats what the eldest does best, no?

FOOTNOTE: my best girl is back! (: WOO! thanks hon. what u said was really true *mwah*
and to shaz for initiating a convo with me online. and to cindy for asking me to stay strong. and to elaine for giving me endless hugs and spending time with me. MEET SOON ladies!! >.<